hellow people,

well its been so boring here in japan.. i kant wait till i move.. you kno wat i have a big feeling that im going to be single for a very long tym.. you kno.. okay well soo like mhy frends hav a boifrend but i dont and like yea i feel so left out but you kno wat i dont reali kar kause i dont need a guy to make mhy life better.. i kuld mak it better wifdout anyone.. okay well mhy frends say that dar gunna huck me up wif sumone but i dont want one kause im not desprite.. so yea..okay well i watched princes diaries 2, and that movie iz just too romantice.. man im jelous kause thars no boi like dat her. man onli if thay were mor better than i would say my life doesnt suck at all but you kno wat nooooooooo mhy life just hav to suck dick.. az usual.. okay like yesterdai i got bored so like i painted mhy nails black and silver.. hehehe!!! it looks kul to.. yup u kause say im crazy like that but hey dars nothing to do in hario.. i wanna go to skul.. kause wen you bored you just feel like going to skul.. huh am i right?? yea i kno i am.. shit.. okay well like SOMBODY pissed meh off yesterdai.. oh and you kno ppl are saying that im turing into skaterish.. but you kno wat im not.. gosh you kause say anything but wat eva it ish imma ingnor you.. fck who am i kidint its too hard to ingnor you ppl here in sasebo.. seriously.. well the longest relationship i had waz like 4 months yea you dont always get wat you want.. and i found that out inn a very hard way.. hehehehe!! but i and gunna say name's.. okay... well yea anyways.. mhy i feel like mhy family iz falling apart..

mhy brother ish neva around.. mhy mom yells too much.. mhy sis talks back to mhy mom too much.. mhy lil bro ish like mean.. and mhy dad ish neva here..

i feel like i hav no life wen im around them.. i think thats why ive been crying for no reason, but now i kno the reason.. i mean i just hate it wen ppl fight for no reason, wen ppl breakup for a dum reason.. wen ppl yell for no reason.. i mean dont you think everything should hav a reason.. i think it should.. i mean i hav a reason for everything.. but mhy famly isz wat i kant stand.. everydai i always here ppl yelling and ppl talking back and ppl slamming things.. every morning i here noises and it turns out to be mhy family arguing for no reason just over the t.v. shit man mhy life ish so hard to life.. if you were meh you would probaby be dead by now.. i tell mhy self i need to get out of dis house.. its like ever sence we moved here its like trouble.. gosh i just hate it.. i hate the new life we have to life through.. man i reali reali hate it.. i just kant wait till i could get out and move on with mhy life but it ant gunna happen till like probably inn 5 or 6 years.. man that a hella long tym.. i just wish i had the guts to telll mhy family how i fee.. i just wish they coulg read this.. okay well imma stop talking bout mhy family kause imma bout to cry okay well yea..

•°¤: ̱§ ¿uš† ®ºŠ£ :¤°• |"hate life"| ;Þ

and thats trw.. hehehe!!! okay well imma stop being soo gay like that.. thars no one inn the world that i kuld love soo much.. i wunna leave.. im tiered of being treated like a kid.. like a little gir.. i want a new life, i kno thats not gunna happen but i need sumone to help meh i need sumone im mhy life to mak it better but nooooooooo............... all the people here are soo gay.. i dont kar about anything.. the first thing imma do inn skul.. ish be alone, kause i need some tym to think and i need nobody thar to see meh down.. kasue all thar gunna do ish say.. oh are you ookay.. wat happen.. ish everthing going okay.. wats wronge.. but yea i like wen that happens but that happens too much to meh kauseim always down, never happy.. okay well if i had to mak 1 wish that i think kuld even happen... it would be..

a boy who would respect, and love meh..

oh who am i kiding that will neva happen.. shit.. okay well imma stop kause i dont wanna typ too much okay well buh bi.. oh yea and if i want to get ride of one peron inn mhy life i would have to say mhyself..

okay buh bi!!

love always,

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p.s.-do you hate your life too..¿¿

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okay buh bi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

†%<3ROse<3%† love yall, i think...??

okay well like im bored again!!!! well mhy week has been unforgotible!!!! well hummm i dont kno wat to say but that its been a hella long week.. yea i havnt been doing shit inn sasebo... gosh i hate it here so much fck.. okay well i just foundout that im leavind probably in march or febuary.. so i kant wait till then.. soo how are you ppl.. ppl here are not so respected here.. all they do ish talk shit man fork.. okay well i dont kno wat to say iight okay well just chillin inn mhy crib.. ummkay..well i need mor sleep over herr. kause i onli sleped for 1 hour.. hehehe!!!!!!!!!! okay well

buh bi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!